The Hanged Man I May Be, But The Fool I Am Not…

I have been watching catastrophe hit my family ever since my mother has passed away 8 years ago. I have watched and witnessed true cruelty with my own eyes against the ones I have loved the most since I was young. A battle set out for torture. The darkness is hanging over. I will not tolerate this any longer. I seek no interest in this behavior. I will hold my breath upside down until this storm is over.

The fire that has been lit inside my core cannot be dimmed or extinguished. I am not here to serve you justice because I TRUST and I KNOW that your days are here, if not coming. I will cast my torch upon your darkness and shed truth to this all. I am not holding back my powers anymore. Hope seems all but a memory now. My path is laid before me.

For those of you who don’t understand what these two cards coming together mean, it simply is a sign…explaining that a greater power is at play here. No matter what I have done or have planned to do, there is no stopping this great tide of major upheaval that will take place. It is not just change that is predicated here but change that comes from an impetus of outside forces, change that I have no control over. This card carries a message for me, to not resist the changes my life needs. Yes, it will be difficult and painful, and maybe even humiliating, but I must pass through it to grow and become the best version of myself.

The Hanged Man represents me standing at the crossroads (a message from Hekate herself) with decisions to make and letting go of what no longer serves me and my family. Over the last few months, I have been in an uncontrollable state, of being suspended from an external source (a higher power). I kept hearing “Just wait Kelly, not yet…not yet” When The Hanged Man is paired with The Tower, it urges me to let a situation/ conflict work itself out, rather than jumping in and trying to fix things or make big choices. I can say confidently, with the powers of the divine, I have been doing this gracefully. I cannot control the things or people in my life that are problematic. This I have come to accept.

I am not religious by any means; however, I came across a verse a while back that rattled my soul--

“Be sure, your sins will find you out.” A message or reminder that you cannot run from the consequences. No matter how safe you think you are, sin will seek you out.

So, I am saying a prayer for what is about to come…to my one and only Goddess, Hekate –

Hail Hekate Kleidoukhos, She who holds the Keys.

Hail Hekate Dadouchos, She who lights the World.

Hail Hekate Propylaia, She who stands at the Gate.

I stand before you, humbled by your blessing of a new key,

That opens the gate to a new beginning.

Accept my gratitude for bringing me to this place.

May I be brave enough to take up the key.

May I be committed enough to do the required work.

May I be strong enough to overcome all obstacles.

I ask for Your continued blessing,

Your guidance,

And protection,

So that I will be true to my path ahead.

Hail Hekate Kleidoukhos, She who holds the Keys.

Hail Hekate Dadouchos, She who lights the World.

Hail Hekate Propylaia, She who stands at the Gate