Journeying with the Polar Bear

I woke in the middle of the night struck by my dreams. It was very clear to me; she was sending a message. She was a White Lady, a Healer, a Messenger. She was turning oracle cards as she looked me in the eyes, she showed me a card with what seemed to have a baby Yoda like figure on it. She said, “stay with the little people, in smaller groups.” I then turned to the Ravens who were speaking to me. I was communicating with them…but it was a message of emotion. I felt a certain way while speaking with them through sound.

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Shortly after a polar bear appeared. A baby polar bear, so soft and squishy. I found myself again trying to protect this animal. Carrying it to a place where it would be safe.

As I read up on information, it was no surprise to me to find this, “Alternatively, like the Raven the Polar Bear symbolism is guiding you between the living world and the spirit world and showing you how to move between them. Occasionally, Polar Bear meaning foretells that you are about to embark on a powerful spiritual journey. This journey has the potential to awaken all your clairvoyant senses.”

I am fully aware of the journey I am on. I am fully aware that my dreams are messages from the spirit realm. Even being aware, sometimes I find myself questioning most of it because of how different it is. Not many people I talk to experience things like I do…actually, I haven’t found someone who does (except my daughter Mylah who is now talking about her dreams more often, and I’m finding we have a lot in common). Not having someone who has been through the things that I’m going through can get lonely and make me feel detached at times. With that being said, I am extremely grateful for the small group of friends and family I have that are always willing to listen and help me interpret my dreams.

Every dream, message, or sign that I receive, I am trying to find patterns or meaning to them. Rather than disbelief or questioning it all, I am learning how to take ownership of this with acceptance and not worry about being judged or looked at like I’m different.

I want to share all these things with you, because I believe this isn’t just meant for me. Maybe this will help us find our place in this world and be more comfortable within ourselves. I am so tired of being shuffled around in my life, not fitting in, or never really having a steady group of people (up until last year, it has always just been my family and cousins). I think there is reason to why I jumped from crowd to crowd. It was never because people didn’t like me or I didn’t like them, it was because I wasn’t vibrating at their frequency. When you don’t vibrate at the same frequency as others, you just won’t fit in with them. It’s a science that’s been proven. There have been studies done by Dr. Condon where he examined the behavior of autistic children regarding auditory rhythm entrainment. The children showed a time-lag response between the listener and the speaker and acted as if they were responding to an echo of the original sounds. Their micromovements put them out of harmony with the world around them, hence the feeling of alienation and confusion that characterizes their condition. The conclusion here is, everyone vibrates at different frequencies, but most of the collective will vibrate at the same frequency. I am not the collective. I am different, and I am ok with that. I hope by me sharing my stories, I inspire you to embrace being different as well!

Thank you for reading.

Kelly